Hope. is 21. a copywriter from the Philippines | wanderlust | extremely ticklish | laadeedaa
i’m really good at making plans and then not wanting to do them when the time comes
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I hate what my job has become. Its myy biggestc cause of dissatisfaction, anger, and sadness it seems. Ugh ugh ugh. Gah!@4 days ago
So i just woke up from afternoon sleep waiting.. I want to get out of the house but no one’s inviting me. Ok this is just a firstworldproblem but you know how much i dislike staying at home.@1 week ago
just got back from the vet. you guys know what my dumb dog did?
he sprained his tail. from wagging it too hard. this is the stupidest thing.
AWWWW THAT’S NOT DUMB THAT’S LOVE
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Oh god, I just want to write it down before i sleep. i know it’s late and another work week is coming (well, half because of holy week but i can feel the deadlines and i know there’ll be stress and stress) but i just want to write how happy and carefree i felt today.
Marlon and I visited my sister at her and her bf’s condo in Manila. The train ride was long, well - it was around 15 stations ata haha. It wasnt at the MRT and even though there were a lot of stations it wasnt uncomfortably full. good thing we had seats. But
the rush of the new places past the windows
sunlight calmly pouring through the glass
cool chill in the carriage
marlon by my side - heaven.
seeing my sister in her element (“DON’T FUCK UP THE PLACE GUYS” haha) made me happy. what do i mean? well.. it was funny and sweet to be at her and she was acting like a mom (hostess, she prefers the word). she was all “eat this eat that stay here what would you want drink this”. while i’m a bit sad she’s not staying at home so much anymore i’m really HELLA happy she and her bf are going strong and just sooo in love with each other. i’m happy they have her own place (cause home is home but still we all want to.. well, leave it - no offense intended to my mom) and im just happy my eldest sister’s happy.
so again, i wanted to swim :)) so - marlon, my sister and i, trudged downstairs after marlon and i changed clothes. my sister worked in the study areas. marlon and i swam and
the wind was cold, but the views were okay :) sure, full of buildings, but on the other side of the pool / outdoor area the sun was shining without being blinding.
the pool wasn’t crammed with people. water was cold, breeze made everything colder since we were encircled by the condominiums towers.
i enjoyed it though. yes marlon and i cant swim well but still just playing around, wading through the (not deep) pool, just talking. heaven.
but it got too cold :)) so by night we came up, showered (sister: NOT TOGETHER HA) then my sister fed us a humble yet delicious meal of skinless spicy garlic longganisa made by her bf’s mom, squid calamari from the streets, rice, softdrinks. then she bought us beer and chips. heaven.
after dinner, smoking, we all just talked and watched tv. we tried watching movies but meh. then we came to natgeo, it was science of stupid on with ramon bautista. funny stuff, AND informative :D two episodes, then it was brain games. entertaining AND informative yes! two episodes. then sadly we had to go. brain games was fun because there were mini-quizzes and which you can play along with the show.
we didn’t catch the train so we rode an fx to near our areas then jeep. of course, marlon took me home.
the fx ride!!!
i must sound crazy with how i relish these little things but i’m weird and a hopeless romantic that way. i wasn’t sleepy at all, and usually i fall asleep whenever i’m commuting home with marlon but i wanted to just make the moments last.
the car ride home…
again, these new places - i love travelling (safely, hehe) at night with the people i love. no traffic, cars whizzing by against the stormy violet black sky contrasted by the orangey yellow glow of streetlights. i closed my eyes for awhile somewhere in manila and i saw faint glows like strobe lights. opening them, was an ambulance car but strangely no siren? couldnt hear them maybe because of
the radio! jam 88.3 was on. GREAT MUSIC. my favorite radio station. ungh there was a song by u2 dunno what, then just chill, soothy breathy women musicians and homey folksy bluesy guys…
marlon by my side. heaven.
we didn’t do much today. but man am i just so happy. i wish days are more often like this. maybe i should get a car. i really want a condo of my own though. but soo expensiiiveiviieie huhu. i’m ready! marlon and i are ready hahahaha CHEESINESS aside i’m ready (okay, not marriage, not kids, just the thought of having my own place living my own way having my ownnnn space and i’ll fill it with the people i love and books and food haha) - sigh. :)
thank you Lord. it doesn’t take much, really, to make me happy. thank you. please let me remember this day on the bad days. thank you! :D@5 days ago